seasons greetings

Merry Christmas

and

Blessed New Year 2010

u and me. it's over!!!

it's over. U and me. it's over.

yes you've got me right...

You and me, it's over!!

getting it right on track. it's absolutely over. no more late nights. no more drama. no more emotions overwrite. no more ache. no more staying up with u. no more crushing me. =P

moving on is what I need. can't wait for this coming Friday so i can have some peace of mind. oh i know, you will leave a trail for me in the holidays hovering over me like a 10 tonnes of concrete weighing on me. but i will get over u and be done with. im so right on track, i know it because i can taste the freedom. it's getting very very close. i promise i wont miss you. you are not my food. you are not my drink. you are not my support. you are not my love. it may be a long process to get over u. but i can live with that in a short term. no worries.

you my dear, assignments. goodbye.

holidays. Hello... are w.e.l.c.o.m.e.!!

mingle lingle

it's 5.23 a.m. staring blankly at the screen. blurr. sleepy. bored. another nightful, loadful and handful of work mingling around for me to finish.

i just need a break.

silence. stillness. i love the cool breeze in the morning, taste the fresh air.. mmmm.. i work better this way. im a night owl. yay tomorrow is the last day! looking forward to home.

after the great long summer break, it's still not enough. year 3 is a bit of a drag for my countdown to freedom. though i will miss my student life but im not regretting it, im very looking forward to what's ahead of me. im not a study type material, mmm not my cup of tea. im not excited or bothered or hate or love my assignments. just not my thing. diploma or no diploma. degree or no degree. it doesn't make any difference to me. i know it's not clear to where im heading but just looking forward is something hopeful for me. im just stalling of what's ahead of me. taking on my own sweet pace. bah.

wandering what's ahead of me. unbelievable scary, not!

i went singapore 2 weeks ago. a lot has change since 2000 =) .. is still very very clean, expensive no doubt about that. advance and fast. i love the transportation system. makes it easier for those who does not own a car. always a walking distance. fully air-condition. even in an open space, it's still air-condition. wow. gasp. they are having their own version of las vegas soon near the marina barrage. did not shop. just walk and walk till my knee gave way. LOL.

it's now 6am.. wow took me 30 minutes to slowly breathe out my words on screen. kheng! im a snail, tortoise and a camel. =P so ya i need to get back to my work.

urgh.