songkoto kutputo turokanda

Learn something new in Korean Language

"songkoto kutputo turokanda" it means you have to start from the bottom to climb the ladder

and just moments ago, It just came out of my head from no where...

"when having many mistakes after the other, one can't mature unless one are faithfully experience everything one can experience when one is still at the beginning, the important thing is not that you've made a mistake but acknowledge your mistake and summon the courage to make things right... and through this mistakes, we will not fall and stumble."

written a so-called book

You know I always wanted to write a book, and I finally got to! It's pretty cool! I finally finished the dissertation worth of 5500 words. The end result was exciting really, coz one the requirements are having it hardbound. So it kinda feels like a real book.. Now that I know what to do with the knowledge of writing a book, maybe I'll write a real book one day. One funny moment was the book cover, I designed it the other way around.. as in my back cover became my front cover.. how dumb can I be? can call that the "blonde moment".. Thanks to Ashley who noticed the error, and thankfully Jonathan has a good heart, he brought me back to the printing shop again.. A big *HUG* to both of you.. oh! here's a glimpse of my final work.. :D

free ticket

Today's briefing was a long one. My 1st sem has just ended on Thursday and today, TGIF is the beginning of final semester. Wow huh? I had a good rest in between days, just finished watching coffee prince, yes finally gotten to watch the outdated drama. LoL.

Anyways, just found out today we had to change groupings. Pretty awesome deal I got.

• 1. I'm now under 3 mentors, Mr Fatkul (pardon my spelling), Mr Leong and Ms Huwi Huwi.
• 2. I may proceed to the next level.
• 3. I got 4 months to go.

Im pretty relieved. Thank God for answering my prayers. Just few more months left.

So CNY is around the corner. Ang Paus time :D and another feasting celebration. My mom called today, she sounded super excited coz she has an extra free ticket to Sabah. She asked me to accompany her, but i rejected the offer. Not such a thrill for me at the moment, thoughts of me climbing hills just made me stop there. I really do want to travel, but just not right now. You might be thinking, wth? it's free!! Yup I know, but maybe next time. I miss home too much right now, not in the mood to go anywhere else. Even if it means staying home all day and not go out, what? it's still home sweet home.. :)

Got once, I was pretty disappointed with the free ticket to Tokyo! T.T... and I really wanted to go and they canceled the game.. @%^$&*!!! But still I'm pretty grateful, I had a good trip to Seoul, Korea.. So it wasn't that bad after all. It's cool to have offers to travel around. If this is my job, it would be the best job in the world, just to get paid to go there for a free trip? LoL. Well first things first, finish the 4 months here in KBU... till then....

the new beginning

Have you ever wondered how every year what it will be like? I didn't really expect much of what is to happen but rather I want change. Change not in situations but rather on myself. Emptying my cup of past and pouring new wine in my new shiny glass.

I am really fed up of the things undone, hanging and stuck. So where do i begin, well myself of course. It's not one of those resolutions, but rather a conviction, an initiative to be responsible. Setting things straight and rightful before God. Knowing that and thank God for His wonderful grace that has led me to an open door for changes be made. To discover more and more of Him and me. What a better way to celebrate my new year. I came to realised there are so much blessings my family has provided for. So I believe that blessings will be an added advantage of my growth in my life. It is an added value. The value of who I am and shaping me to be more of Him.

So believe when I say don't give up, keep knocking on the doors. Don't give up hope, faith and be discouraged where and whenever you are. Because I believe everything happens for a reason. You are not a mistake. You are a value and the apple of God's eyes.

Blessed 2010 peeps, Cheers~

Lots of Love,

Janice